I love you Subscription! I will see you again, soon!

My sub ends tomorrow, I think. I can't justify it, nor a few of my other subscriptions I've allowed to expire over the past few weeks, at the moment.

My daughter goes in for a Tonsillectomy & an Adenoidectomy on 9/29. I am very nervous. I know this could help her in a bazillion different ways, but it's very scary.

If everything goes well I should be starting a legitimate Work From Home job on 10/06. It's full time and you're paid by the hour. It is customer service and payments. No outbound calling. It's one of the most recommended Work From Home sites around. Although everything about them checks out (the only money I have to spend is to buy a proper headset and to upgrade my RAM (from wherever I can find it at, not from them), I'm, again, still nervous. When you're use to being on the short end of the stick most of your life, you start to expect it. It's hourly pay rate isn't astronomical, but given the money I'll save in gas and laundry, I'll still come out on top. And I also should point out that I'll just have to opt for evening classes instead come January.

I hate change. Passionately. There are so many things going on in my life that are going to involves drastic change that I'm having to put my head down and horns out and force myself forward. Because all I really want to do is just crawl back to what is familiar and hide. Even though I intensely hate what is familiar to me at this time. But it can, and will, all work out. Because I will make it happen.

Just please don't hold any tears along the way against me, ok?

~ Jessi

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